Today I've learned that I don't know what I'm doing.

Today I've learned I'm not antisocial but still an introvert.

Today I've learned how uncomfortable I am when I'm happy.

I’ve learned that my body tries to protect me even when the rest of me doesn’t.

Today I've learned that I am attracted to trash behavior.

Today I've learned that I can't anticipate everything. Or rather anything.

Today (to be real, It's been for the past few weeks) I've learned that I need to chill.

Today I've learned that second guessing hurts me more than making the wrong decision.

Today I've learned I can't always make people better.

Today I've learned how stagnant I feel.

With another friendship gone downhill, I'm wondering if I attract train wreck ass people and befriend them. If I do, it's no surprise these relationships crash and burn.

My body betrays me when I'm stressed. My hair, my gorgeous curly hair is falling out. PMS is lasting longer than expected which means the headaches, cramps, back pain and general fatigue hasn't stopped.

It’s the day before I let loose and I feel so tightly wound that I have a headache. I’m overthinking everyone’s words to me.