Today, it's how much dedication I give to caring just to make it through a day.

Something good is on it's way but I'm worried. I know the power of what-if and how it can negatively effect my spirit.

With another friendship gone downhill, I'm wondering if I attract train wreck ass people and befriend them. If I do, it's no surprise these relationships crash and burn.

I let loose and discovered things about myself that I was suppressing. But my insecurities are starting to circle over my head.

It’s the day before I let loose and I feel so tightly wound that I have a headache. I’m overthinking everyone’s words to me.