You were eager like I used to be. 16 was the time of overindulging and man did I! I was addicted to having someone on my arm.

Give me commands. Clear guidelines. An itemized list of your needs.

You were exactly what I asked for. A carbon copy straight out of my mind. I should have been more careful.

When I tell you I love you, it doesn't mean we go together now. It doesn't mean I want your children. It doesn't mean I need to meet your family. I love you means I love who you are as a person. I have surpassed like and landed on love.

If you could, please disregard the previous letter left on your pillow. That has too much hubris dripping. Too much anger. Too many other emotions that negatively influenced the creation of that notice. 

When you are just you, playing people just for the hell of it is a hobby that's acceptable.